Pernah tak terfikir apa kita akan rasa bila kita kehilangan seseorang yang tak mungkin kembali lagi. Pasti jua kita pernah mengalami pengalaman sebegini, tapi tak begitu memberi kesan mendalam dalam diri. Saya tengah layan lagu la plak malam-malam ni, pas balik dari discussion kat kolej dan tak dapat tido. Tiba-tiba topik ni terlintas di fikiran masa dengar lagu "I'm scared" by Duffy. Sedih la plak dengar lagu ni...hmmm.....ni la lirik lagu tu...
The blank pages of my diary,
That I haven't touched since you left me,
The closed blinds in my home,
See no light or day,
Dust gathers on my stereo,
Cause I can't bare to hear the radio,
The piano sits in a shaded space,
With a picture of your face,
I'm scared to face another day,
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,
In an instance,
You were gone,
And now I'm scared.....
Coffee stains on your favourite book,
Remind me of you so I can't take a look,
The magazines you left on the floor,
You won't need them anymore,
A towel left hanging on the wall,
No sign of wet footsteps in the hall,
There's no smell of your sweet cologne,
I'm lying here alone,
I'm scared to face another day,
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,
In an instance,
You were gone,
And now I'm scared.....
I'm scared to face another day,
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,
In an instance,
You were gone,
And now I'm scared.....
In an instance you were gone,
I'm scared.....
That I haven't touched since you left me,
The closed blinds in my home,
See no light or day,
Dust gathers on my stereo,
Cause I can't bare to hear the radio,
The piano sits in a shaded space,
With a picture of your face,
I'm scared to face another day,
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,
In an instance,
You were gone,
And now I'm scared.....
Coffee stains on your favourite book,
Remind me of you so I can't take a look,
The magazines you left on the floor,
You won't need them anymore,
A towel left hanging on the wall,
No sign of wet footsteps in the hall,
There's no smell of your sweet cologne,
I'm lying here alone,
I'm scared to face another day,
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,
In an instance,
You were gone,
And now I'm scared.....
I'm scared to face another day,
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,
In an instance,
You were gone,
And now I'm scared.....
In an instance you were gone,
I'm scared.....
Nape die jadi takut pas orang yang dia sayang pergi meninggalkan dia...sebab die sangat sayangkan orang itu mungkin...
bagi orang Islam..kite kena redha dengan pemergian insan yang disayangi..walaupun pedih, kena terima ketentuan takdir...malahan perlu bertambah iman kerana janji Allah memang tidak pernah mungkir. Mengingati mati suatu kemestian...tapi hidup perlu diteruskan...
Al-Fatihah kepada semua arwah saudara-saudara kita yang terlebih dahulu pergi menyahut seruan Ilahi...
